It's that time of year again. Christmas has come and gone, and the year is slowly but surely coming to an end.
Putting everything in the scales, I think the year mostly evened out. People dear to me lost people dear to them. Of my own choosing I detached myself from a few people. I left my job and haven't been able to land a steady one again. Again, I didn't finish the novel that's been eating away at me for a couple of years now (if not more).
On the up side, I figured what I want to major in once I'm done with my bachelor's degree; it'll entail studying abroad, but that's something I'm prepared to fight and work for. I severed ties with someone who weighed me down incredibly; I'd done this several times in the past, but now I know why it can't work out. Seems like the door will be closed on both ends this time, which I am grateful for.
My relationship with my family seems to be running smoother than before and I hope it will continue to be so. My extended family has suffered some blows, but it hasn't affected those I actually care about, so it's fine by me.
Next year's gearing up to be tough in many fronts, but I think that, unlike previous years, I am better prepared for it.
To those who I distanced myself from, even if we're no longer in touch, there's no denying everyone contributed to getting me through one hoop or another. Perhaps our paths will meet further down the road; if so, I will be more than happy to hug you and buy you a cup of tea or coffee to catch up.
To the new people in my life, I hope we'll get to know each other better as time goes by and that we'll help each other grow and learn and prosper.
And to those of you who stuck with me all year long and continue to walk by my side, thank you. I love you all and wish you the very best.
To everyone, I apologize if my words or actions (or lack thereof) at any point caused you grief or sorrow - it was never my intent, I trust you know.
Have a lovely rest of the holiday season. See you around.
Love,
Ale Meza-Santiago
